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Gaia Trojanowski
(530) 386-8005
11045 Donner Pass Rd. Ste 2D
​Truckee, CA 
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​CACMT#
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The Choice

I want you
Divine Man
From he moments 
Before I even knew you
I've wanted you

I remember the night
I first noticed you
Connecting in dance
Colored in paint
Playing with my daughter

Feeling the inner rhythms
It was then
I made my first choice
It was then
I desired to know you

It was there
In our first embrace
That, though our lips did not touch
We kissed each other so deeply

As if every part of my life
My soul, my existence
Was kissed and held
We made love
In the silence 
In the Erotic stillness 
Of this first embrace

It was you I wanted
It has always been you
Each time we met
The desire to have you
Grew deeper and deeper
Ever more present

It was my soul's journey
To make myself unavailable
So that we may pray
Desire, Surrender
And know ourselves
More fully first

It was you I wanted
That day in the surf
With the deliciousness 
Of your homemade pesto

It was you I desired
Crave 
Longing with intensity
That day on the beach
Little girl blowing bubbles 
As the sun set over the mountains

And we shared the embrace 
Of our souls connecting 
To the voice and guitar
Of Harmony and Melody

I made the choice
Long ago, dear man
When I chose to desire
Honesty first and foremost

It has been you, my love
Who rips out my heart
Tearing it to shreds
Then holding me
Watching me pull the pieces
Back together once more

It was always you, dear man
As we snuggle so closely 
Painfully aching to be with you
And holding myself back

To dance with you in the 
Push and pull dynamic
That has graced us with 
A life extraordinary

Even in disconnection
You are here, next to me
In the rich, thick
Velveteen sense
Where tactile presence
Touches everything

I made a choice
A choice like no other

My choice to be with you

My choice to Love you 
In the deepest surrender

My choice to love you
Through fear and persecution

My choice to hold you
And be held by you

My choice to release
Any anchor around my heart

And say Yes, Yes, yes
To this Gift of God!
The exquisite gift 
To know love fully

You've penetrated me
Entering my heart
My soul
My breath
Every breath I breathe 
Is my choice to merge with you
To humbly serve with you
The will of God

The choice to unite with you
I no longer have to explain
Throwing myself into your 
Arms of fiery passion 
Meeting you here
Again and again

I choose you, my love, I choose you


Gaia Trojanowski
March 24, 2013

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Gaia's Lomi Lomi massage was by far the deepest and most profound bodywork experience of my life. It redefined for me what a "massage" is, and is capable of being.
Her remarkable healing work goes far beyond releasing the tensions in the physical and penetrates deep into the subtle mental, emotional and spiritual tensions in the body/mind.
Her genuine loving presence combined with her remarkably strong and skillful hands were a sublime pleasure to experience. I will be returning to work with her at every opportunity. 
~ L.F.

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